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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I'm still suffering from shock now. a fucking SPIDER bit me on my finger. FUCKFUCK. It's hurting now ): i'm afraid it's poisonous. HOW. FUCK THAT SPIDER. But it got smashed by me. Now i'm feeling so weird all over like dunno how to say. Like OMG THERE'S A SPIDER HERE but there isn't. Oh crap. This just sucks.

Let me just CALM DOWN. Oh my fucking god.

And yes. Jolin's new album's quite nice. haha. Better if have mv xD i'm asking for too much but whatever. Carrie lent me her turquoise and green nail polish. Shall apply it before i leave home later.

Meeting darling Fang and Yun later. heh. Carrie's coming along too. I'm sure to spend tons of money today. How saddening. But nvm xD

Seriously people. I don't know if i should go bbq tmr. Few reasons i don't wanna go. Few reasons i have to go. fuck. Deciding this can be such a torture. Pulling me to it is that twins are going! It ain't regular for them to go out. If not why i pangseh-ed charlie's breakfast today. =x And the guys are all going, which makes it more fun! hahah. But then again, **s* and **o**e going! That's why i dont wanna go. Upper secs going too ): it was supposed to be a CLASS THING alright. Oh shucks. But if i dont go, the party will have no music. All with me i in-charge what xD too bad. I told carrie and jasmine and hinted to charlie that i may or may NOT appear tmr. Wells thats true. Freaking true. Depends on my damn fucking spider-bit finger, my mood, what time i wake and if charlie will msg me to tell me the upper secs not going xD ain't possible but whatever. LOL.

My eyes are fucking dry now. I wanna sleep. But i lazy to take out contacts. Shudnt have wore la. But too late so nvm. Shall find food to eat, put nail polish then JAM ((: i wanna pass my level12 mission xD


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